The Worth of Knowledge
Knowledge. What does it even do? Does it actually make one wiser or more intellectual? Or does it tear an individual apart? Ripping away the innocence, the blissful ignorance that we so often take for granted.
The knowledge that people are not who they may appear to be, the knowledge that no matter how hard you try, you will Never be good enough. To obtain such knowledge of helplessness, of hopelessness; knowing that the end result is not within the work of your hands and nothing you can and will do could prevent or induce what would happen in the future.
The anxiety and stress of the Knowledge that I may not do as well as I had expected has dawned on me. I had been overconfident, thinking I knew it all, refusing to consult others. There is so much regret from this horrible mistake of overestimating my own capabilities. I am Terrified.
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